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MizzSuzan

California 74017
I am struggling to overcome my eating disorder.  It started innocently enough just trying to lose a few pounds from 133 about a year ago.  I am now at 96 pounds and i want to be thinner.  I want to weigh 90.  I am terrified of gaining weight.  i recently shared my story with family and friends, all of whom want to help me.  On one hand, i appreicate it, on the other, I just want to be left alone.  I have been told i need to gain 30 pounds in the next... Full Bio
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Height: 5’ 6”
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I am struggling to overcome my eating disorder.  It started innocently enough just trying to lose a few pounds from 133 about a year ago.  I am now at 96 pounds and i want to be thinner.  I want to weigh 90.  I am terrified of gaining weight.  i recently shared my story with family and friends, all of whom want to help me.  On one hand, i appreicate it, on the other, I just want to be left alone.  I have been told i need to gain 30 pounds in the next year.  but I so desparately want to be thin!  Please, God!  please, I don't want to gain weight!  This battle is so hard and I am so weary....