An almost constant theme in my life is exhaustion. I think it's because the effort of functioning normally while highly depressed can be exhausting.
And that's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I'm physically drained, ready to hide away, yet moving forward like a trooper, unable to take time out just because I'm tired.
I'm letting the little things slide, like hitting snooze a few too many times in the morning and skipping my morning workouts.
I have some wonderful friends that have offered to help, but what can they do, really? They have offered to talk/listen, which is really wonderful and kind, but there is nothing that I need to talk about. I'm not depressed because of any situation.
Right now I have that unexplained depression that takes over for no reason. It's not something I can explain, or rationalize or make go away by sheer will power. I wish I could.