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Meggie2345
I know that you are going to tell me to see my health care practitioner, and I have an appointment, but it's not till half way threw Jan. and I just wanted your opinion as to what I could be dealing with. I have been having extreme bouts of anger, usually directed at my fiance'. I wont even be mad at him, and I will just flip out on him and be so mean. It is getting to the point that I feel like I'm mentally abusing him. I love him very much, and when this happens I have NO control! I almost feel as if someone else takes over, in my head I will try and tell myself to stop, that I don't want to be treating him this way. I will get so angry I will tell him I am leaving, I have packed up all my stuff several times, but usually about a half hour after it starts, it subsides, and I am back in control, I feel horrible, and am destroyed emotionally. I will cry to the point that I start choking. Thankfully, he knows me well enough to know that this isn't me, so he has stayed. I know this probably hasn't helped whatever is wrong, but I had a baby 6months ago. At first, I thought it may be post partum, but it actually started before I was even pregnant, it just seems as if maybe the pregnancy worsened it! Thank God, my anger spells are NEVER directed at my daughter, and I don't have any feelings of being a bad mother, or anything like that. And it's not physical, I have never wanted to hit him. There are also some slight other changes that may, or may not, have anything to do with it, I started having migraine headaches, and getting a hot sensation in my index fingertip. He has held on this long, but I don't think he's going to hold out much longer, please help!
Posted by Meggie2345
I know that you are going to tell me to see my health care practitioner, and I have an appointment, but it's not till half way threw Jan. and I just wanted your opinion as to what I could be dealing with. I have been having extreme bouts of anger, usually directed at my fiance'. I wont even be mad at him, and I will just flip out on him and be so mean. It is getting to the point that I feel like I'm mentally abusing him. I love him very much, and when this happens I have NO control! I almost feel as if someone else takes over, in my head I will try and tell myself to stop, that I don't want to be treating him this way. I will get so angry I will tell him I am leaving, I have packed up all my stuff several times, but usually about a half hour after it starts, it subsides, and I am back in control, I feel horrible, and am destroyed emotionally. I will cry to the point that I start choking. Thankfully, he knows me well enough to know that this isn't me, so he has stayed. I know this probably hasn't helped whatever is wrong, but I had a baby 6months ago. At first, I thought it may be post partum, but it actually started before I was even pregnant, it just seems as if maybe the pregnancy worsened it! Thank God, my anger spells are NEVER directed at my daughter, and I don't have any feelings of being a bad mother, or anything like that. And it's not physical, I have never wanted to hit him. There are also some slight other changes that may, or may not, have anything to do with it, I started having migraine headaches, and getting a hot sensation in my index fingertip. He has held on this long, but I don't think he's going to hold out much longer, please help!