I want to thank everyone for the lovely support that is continuing since I wrote last weeks post.   I am really struggling right...

2 1/4 cups leftover split pea or other bean based soup 3/4 cup coarse cornmeal 1 1/2 cups old...

This is hard for me to write, and I'm doing it all stream of consciousness. There are no pics of me at my heaviest, and very few body pics of me,...