There has been much drama I created in my life. Escaping violent environment. Barely making ends meet. And finding out that I have to see a surgeon next week something do to with abnormal CT scan of lung. Do I meditate no. I order books from library hoping to perorm osmosis by having these enlightened books. Very typical me. I escape in my day dreams. I have been DX'd with PTSD etc. There is really no excuse to sit down for 5 minutes. I just get so frustrated because my fears come up and then it begins the be quiet I am trying to meditate so on and so forth.
So if any can relate. I would be honored to hear from you. And if any one would like to put me in my place feel free as well. I would like to hear from all angles.
Peace.
There has been much drama I created in my life. Escaping violent environment. Barely making ends meet. And finding out that I have to see a surgeon next week something do to with abnormal CT scan of lung. Do I meditate no. I order books from library hoping to perorm osmosis by having these enlightened books. Very typical me. I escape in my day dreams. I have been DX'd with PTSD etc. There is really no excuse to sit down for 5 minutes. I just get so frustrated because my fears come up and then it begins the be quiet I am trying to meditate so on and so forth.
So if any can relate. I would be honored to hear from you. And if any one would like to put me in my place feel free as well. I would like to hear from all angles.
Peace.