I take lamictal and pregnant my doc said it will be fine. I was on 100mg tried 50mg and wanted to kill my ex-bestfriend so I went back up to 75,and I'm doing just fine. I too didn't want to be on it but it's not worth me either killing myself or someone else. That's my problem I have type2 bi-polar(very depresed, not manicky) and I think about suicide all the time,so you see my problem