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Malybee

Magna, Utah
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not... Full Bio
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Birthday: November 24
Height: 5’ 5”
Weight: 96 lbs.
 

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I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. .

I am just now trying to figure out who I am.
There are so many things I wish I could say to the world, yet I know my words will forever be left unspoken.
I wish the world could be the peaceful loving bliss I see in my mind, and I hope to someday help it become that.
I smile all the time- even when I'm sad, because I don't know what else to do.
I am starting to become okay with the idea that I am just an ordinary girl and that there's nothing wrong with that.
I'm deathly afraid of growing up and dealing with all the things a grown-up must think about, even though I'm technically already an adult. I don't feel like it.

Words and actions hurt me more than I can bear sometimes, even when they weren't meant to or were directed at another being.
I'm scared to leave the false world ED has created for me and enter the real world all alone.
I simultaneously crave both fitting in and standing out. I feel like a failure when I'm different because I can't fit the cookie cutter mold like everyone else. I feel like a failure when I blend in because that just isn't me and I suck at pretending to be someone I'm not. Am I messed up or what?