I regret this, but I have been looking at rehab clinics online for the past hour. Not only are black tights or leggings barred from wear, you aren't allowed your cell phone or choice of literature. I know this is premature. I know I shouldn't have browsed clinics inappropriate for me, but I did. I can't believe how many simple rights are simply gone. I hope there's a clinic for me. Please let there be one.