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earlier this week i was feeling really emotional, almost depressed again. i think i’ve snapped...

Posted Apr 20 2012 5:38pm

earlier this week i was feeling really emotional, almost depressed again. i think i’ve snapped out of it for the most part. when i was a baby my grandma, Carmela, passed away from liver cancer. i’ve connected to her through mediums and i have a great relationship with my grandfather. although i don’t have fond memories of my time with her, i feel so close to her. and when i get really upset with the whole Lyme disease experience, i wish more than ever that i had her with me. i wish that she had beat her disease so that she could be my shoulder, my strength. she would know exactly what to say and what to do to make me feel a little better. my mom is really good at helping me, but it would just be so different because my grandma has somewhat been through this struggle. it makes me miss her so much. instead, i just know that i have to beat my disease and win the battle for her. i know she is watching me, maybe guiding me through this in some odd way, i’ve already made her proud but when i am healthy and beat this, i will definitely give thanks to her even though she isn’t alive with me. \uD83D\uDC9B

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