I have debated whether or not to delete yesterday's post entitled, "Descending", but I made a committment to myself to be honest here, and so it will remain ~ I feel uncomfortable with publically writing my raw emotions, but if there is just one person out there in cyberworld who has felt the same way, maybe it will be helpful to them. My dark mood continued yesterday until a phone call jolted me out of my pity party for one. My husband had been talking to our youngest daughter on the phone. She had called to tell her dad that a trip to ER had revealed a stomach/intestine problem which turned out to be the result of her liver not functioning well. Tests were taken with more to follow. We don't know the true extent of what the problem is, and may never know, but this call helped me to take my nose out of my belly button and once again not only face my challenges, but put them in perspective. For me there is no other option. No matter how sad or angry I feel at times, I have been given life by my Heavenly Father, and it is my job to do the best I can to live that life to the fullest for Him. So today I find myself ascending~ out of the obyess and into life as I have come to know it. I have hope ~ even if it only be the size of a mustard seed~ for better days ahead. If not today, then tomorrow, or the next day.
My dark mood continued yesterday until a phone call jolted me out of my pity party for one. My husband had been talking to our youngest daughter on the phone. She had called to tell her dad that a trip to ER had revealed a stomach/intestine problem which turned out to be the result of her liver not functioning well. Tests were taken with more to follow. We don't know the true extent of what the problem is, and may never know, but this call helped me to take my nose out of my belly button and once again not only face my challenges, but put them in perspective. For me there is no other option. No matter how sad or angry I feel at times, I have been given life by my Heavenly Father, and it is my job to do the best I can to live that life to the fullest for Him.
So today I find myself ascending~ out of the obyess and into life as I have come to know it. I have hope ~ even if it only be the size of a mustard seed~ for better days ahead. If not today, then tomorrow, or the next day.