My face is in a mess again. There are red scaring across my cheeks and it make me feel a little bit dirty. Actually I thought the rashes are gone already. But today while looking myself in the mirror I realized it has gone worst. My brother even noticed the red spots. Though I know I can do nothing about it because it’s part of my lupus but somehow I wish I can go back to the time when my skin is acne free. Really, in the past I have taken for granted how good my skin was and how I don’t used anything to make sure its beautiful. Oh, those are the good old days.
Now, I am subjected to different rashes and scarring. I wonder if a rosacea treatment would work for me. Or if any product for the Zenmed.com line would help me out in my dilemma about my recurring rashes. It really is hard you know because the rashes makes me very conscious that I kept on staring at myself when I see a mirror. I wonder if this is what Michael Jackson felt when his malar rash appears. I have never gotten the hang of his death yet nor the fact that he too has suffered lupus. That’s life!