Now I am feeling the stress of last week. And the sleepless nights as well. I am aching all over and I know that this is a major sign of a lupus flare. How can I shop for toys with this condition. I needed to go out and buy stuff for the Christmas party of the little girl next week. Yeah, next week and I have not crossed out anything on my list. I am a bit panicky. Who would come and rescue me? hahah. I think I need two tablets of biogesic and a one hour body massage with my favorite therapist. It’s a blessing that tomorrow is Wednesday, I can setup a massage session with her. For now, I need to lay down and rest. But that has to wait until I am done with all my chores.