I wanted to believe that somehow my health is improving because of the constant consumption of my veggie juice. We all know that LUPUS patients are encouraged to consumed as much veggies as possible. I have not yet done any laboratory test since March and somehow I am still scared and keep on getting those 20 what ifs question. I am scared that in time, my kidney would be damaged. That in the course of having lupus I would be subjected to dialysis. Oh yes, I am a paranoid fellow but I do hope this won’t happen. I have faith in God and faith in myself that somehow through exercise and balanced diet I would live a normal and healthy life.