Father's Day...

Father's Day is over rated right? Everyone has a mother, but not everyone has a father. Or at least for me. I had a father, I talked to him and see he randomly when I was young. I haven't seen my father in over 13 years. Am I angry? Maybe? I don't even know what to say...not having a father presence in my life...did it really make a difference? Yes, it did...I'm paranoid, afraid of being abadoned...etc. My outlook on men ~ isn't all that either...the feeling that they are "useless" seriously comes to mind.