I have been very emotional here lately and the least little things has been getting on my last nerves. People are pissing me off faster and I am at the point where I just want to shut down and get in my bed and just say there.
I think it might be from the Lupus and Fibromyalgia and lets not leave out the meds. I have these ups and down moments. Does anyone have that problem as well? Just wondering!!!
Emotions are high right now due to the fact I learned that I am going to be a grandmother. My 17 year old daughter is expecting and I am so nervous and scared for her. I can't seem to find the words to express to her how I feel about all of this and when we do speak it becomes a back and forth exchange of words. I only what is best for her and I love her with all of my heart. I guess once she has her baby she will see what being a mother is all about and how you see things are about to happen way before they do. I guess it's just time for me to back away.
I guess this is a venting post in some way.LOL I just want a peaceful day without any drama and without my emotions to get in the way. Damn chronic illness, it plays such a huge role in my life and I wish it didn't!!!