Hello. I've lived in New York for the past 6 years but am originally from Wisconsin. I'm into pilates and healthy eating and participating in new and interesting events around my area.
Horoscope
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I read my horoscope every morning, and forget it promptly. I don't believe in it. It's on the comic page and I just glance it right after 'Zits' and 'B.C.' and 'Garfield'. ...
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Hours
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I polish my nails.
Because that will make the difference.
My hair is set.
I decide to wear my Ariat boots. They make me look like I can handle things. Black, sens ...
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Swimming
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Tuesday night, after that diagnostic mammogram, when life shifted into high gear, I came home stunned and silent. At some point during the night, I sat down to my computer ...
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Ack.
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Ever notice how much easier it is to wake up in the morning when you've had a good night's sleep? I was feeling kind of foolish about my three glasses of wine, but gotta ...
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Hair
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I dye my hair. I've been dying my hair regularly for probably 15 years now. It needs to be done again. I study the gray roots in the mirror.
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My Backyard
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Our home faces west, and the sun comes up behind it. I was making coffee, looking out the kitchen window and this was my view. It is not a good picture, but the original ...
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Celebrate
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
On the drive in to the hospital, it was still dark, and I was lost in my own thoughts, Tim's cell phone rang. It was Stacey calling from Korea. She was full of excitement ...
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Success
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Two weeks ago, if someone would have asked me how I measured success, I would have had a very different answer than I do right now.
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I had a go ...
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Sleep
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I shower carefully, 'do' my hair, remove the five earrings from my ears. I do not put on make up. I do not get my morning coffee. I do not get breakfast. I wonder if Elain ...
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Scrabble
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
It always makes me feel better to laugh. Mary came up yesterday. She brought a meal, and, most important, she brought a Scrabble game. I love Scrabble. So does Mary. The d ...
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Best Fight
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I have surgery tomorrow, to get the mediport. That was a shocker, and, as Bush Babe and Jeanie would put it, 'it made my wheels wobble'. I hadn't expected it, not so soon ...
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Lessons
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
The day begins as normal. I get up, I make myself a cup of coffee. I put the dog out. I don't go out to get the newspaper because I am not dressed for it, and I can't get ...
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Update - By Cara
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
My mom came out of surgery at 1:30ish this afternoon. She had to have two lymphnodes (they do not think they were cancerous, it was a precaution only) and two lumps removed, ...
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Taking Care
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
I've always been a person who takes care of things. As my profile puts it: 'I take care of things. My children, my husband, my dog, the birds outside, and the rabbit who liv ...
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TTFN
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Oh, my gosh. I'm getting ready to head out, but I have to tell you:
I made the very worst pun.
It's Stevyn's fault.
I thought of it in the shower, soaping up,
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Sing With Me, People
by
lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Today, the first thing that will happen is that I will be injected with a radioactive dye. After a couple hours, when it is through my system, the surgery will begin. I wi ...
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Fairy Tale
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
Yesterday was everlastingly long. At the end of it, I stood at our dining room table wrapping gifts to go in a box that will go in the mail next week when we get a free mi ...
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Presque Isle
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lauren b.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Breast Cancer
About 11 years ago, about this same time of the year, a divorced man took a divorced woman and a carload of kids to Presque Isle. The kids scampered along the beach ahe ...
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