I am 46 and I am in recovery from schizophrenia. I began hearing voices in my mid 20s, but didn't become acutely psychotic until just after I turned 36. For 3 years I didn't commit to taking the anti-psychotic medications and I had 3 breakdowns. The last one was December 2001. Since then I...
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Did I Make A Mistake?
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Karen left a comment on my last blog entry informing me that Brendan was probably a sociopath and not a psychopath. The research I did before I posted my last three blogs i ...
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My Response to Stigma
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
"Stigma is a Greek word that in its origins referred to a type of marking or tattoo that was cut or burned into the skin of criminals, slaves, or traitors in order to visibl ...
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Letting Go
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Acceptance is letting go. There are stages to go through before you get to it. Your starting point is love, but something happens, some kind of conflict or hard life circu ...
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Small Mind, Big Mind
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Worldly success is not a measure of how emotionally or intellectually mature we are. Those of us who suffer from chronic or acute mental illness must not assume that we are ...
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Waiting
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Last week, at the tail end of my birthday, I sent an email to Colette. She responded enthusiastically in a short email. She said that she was going to defend her dissertat ...
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Approaching 50
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
I am almost at the mid-century mark; it is a bittersweet victory, but the bitterness grounds the sweetness the way soil grounds the tree. Bitter soil, sweet tree, add some ...
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How Psychotic Am I?
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Statement: I believe that the voices that I hear within my mind are from a real and highly intelligent source and are not audio hallucinations.
Psychiatrists and some t ...
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The Key Ingredient
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
Karen, Chris, Juju and Jen, thank you for your comments! All of you amaze me! You are all so smart, talented, hardworking and sensitive, despite what life has thrown at yo ...
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Peer Support
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
I'm back home from spending a week with my parents and brother in Florida. The voices were mostly quiet, but I did experience some restlessness, which is like a lesser form ...
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Reconsidering Adyashanti
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
At the suggestion of the Anonymous commentator on my last blog post, I downloaded Adyashanti's book "Falling Into Grace" and have been reading it; I'm almost halfway through ...
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How Awake Is Adyashanti?
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
I went on kind of a wild goose chase these last couple of days. The wild goose I was chasing was one of Nirmala's teacher, a man who one day renamed himself Adyashanti (whi ...
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Learning From Nirmala
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
I first encountered a spiritual teacher named Nirmala (born Daniel Erway) on my Kindle. (You can find his site here .) I had been downloading books by Buddhist teachers an ...
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The Practice Of Writing
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Kate K.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Schizophrenia
I began writing in a journal when I was 13 in 8th grade. What motivated me to buy a spiral notebook and begin to write? I was going to a public junior high school in Brook ...
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