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kagero314

Colorado 80303
This place confuses me somewhat, but once I've gotten myself oriented I'll write something interesting about me.
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Fear by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I had two realizations today: I am terrified of becoming dependent on someone, and I am all talk. When I lived at home I was moored to ... Read on »
I need a break by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder All of this introspection is beginning to feel claustrophobic. I am constantly writing in my head. I want to be present. Therapist has suggested on numerous ... Read on »
Romanticism by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I described earlier how, when I realized that all of those deleted, but delivered messages, made me look crazy I sent Frank a message. It was a quite d ... Read on »
For F by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I wrote a poem. It seems fair that you should suffer with me. It's out of embarrassment that I don't call it an "ode". For F Every time you hid aw ... Read on »
Idioms and Truisms by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder The things I say: "He doesn't deserve you." No one ever deserves anyone. You like someone for reasons of your own. Perhaps you can earn ... Read on »
When relationships are just too hard by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder All people have quirks, and you adapt to them. You do in order to be able to interact socially. A co-worker may be temperamental and you take care not to antagonize. Another ... Read on »
On the up and up by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I feel better. I freaked my therapist and my doc out, which seems fair since I was freaking out. I had dinner with Don Monday. I was reluctant to go. ... Read on »
Kobe Bryant by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder When Kobe Bryant was accused and charged with rape I was pretty sure he'd done it. When details of the accuser's sexual and mental history appeared in the m ... Read on »
I don't feel so good by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don't know how long it's been going downhill. In retrospect everything's a sign. The last few weeks it's gotten much worse. Perhaps, the inner dialogue, the oversleeping, ... Read on »
And I am always taking the moral high ground by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don't usually filter. When people ask about my marriages I say I cheated and that was the end of those. Sometimes people are taken aback by the over-sharing and look like ... Read on »
Need by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder And here we stand, hands unclenched, palms facing upwards, but not open, not receiving. Needing. We let go and let go and are made fools by the wisest of proverbs. W ... Read on »
Being vulnerable by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder So, the weird thing about love. It's simultaneously exalted and despised. Love is the miracle healer of any and all ailments. It's the good that nullifies ALL the ... Read on »
You by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I think about you. Sometimes it's been a week and suddenly you're trolling a clever thought. Recently, it has been less sudden; a chronic soreness that when prodded feels ju ... Read on »
The principle of the thing 2 by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Now women's only hours at the gym and women's only gyms for that matter could fall into both categories, really. Some women are frightened of men. They have been harass ... Read on »
The principle of the thing by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder British journalist and men's rights activist Peter Lloyd is suing a gym over its women's only hours.  The gym offers 442 hours a year of women's only hours. Lloyd fe ... Read on »
On being a friend by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Monday, my roommate, Barb, texted me at work about the bombings. She was very shook up. She didn't want me to take public transit home. I was in a meeting so I didn't get he ... Read on »
Oh, right, that's what friends are for by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder My psychiatrist likes to point out that you have allow your friends some flaws lest you be friendless. It seems fitting given that I tend to withdraw from people who ha ... Read on »
Flying low by kagero314 Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder This morning at my doc's I finally realized what mania is. I was in the middle of an list of extraordinary ideas I have had lately. They really are very good, you know. He w ... Read on »