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Jewells

Dallas, Texas
I'm 57, and I just came out of denial of having bipolar about 6 months ago.  Recently, I came to the point that I had a problem and wanted help.   I have a dual diagnosis – Alcoholic and Bipolar.    Whenever I felt like I was crawling out of my skin, I would... Full Bio
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My Hands Are Starting to Tremor by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder There are so many things going on in my life right now. I can't even read the paper without my hands shaking so bad. I've been sleep more than normal and I loose my temper. ... Read on »
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Today - Dad Is My Demon Who I Fear by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder When you have bipolar and your in calm surroundings everything is okay. When the area becomes jeopardize by an unfriendly force things get scary. Just like this morning. I ... Read on »
BIPOLAR - FEAR! I WILL FIGHT THE DEMONS! by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I'm frightened! Yes, I admit it. I've been worried about money since my eBay hasn't been doing well. I haven't been able to get inventory to sell and without inventory - no mo ... Read on »
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Why Do I Keep Losing Things? ADHD? by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I had an EKG test on my brain and the outcome was I had an old age brain and ADD. He didn't said how much but it all made since. Since I was a little girl I have had probl ... Read on »
May Life is Being Tested Over and Over Again! by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder The day my dad was being released from the hospital was difficult. He was not himself. He was hallucinating and delusional. There was a big band playing next door or he was ... Read on »
Life Can Change In A Split Second. by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Last Monday around 2pm, my dad called me into his room to ask me to take him to the hospital. I thought maybe I was imagining this since I get delusional at times. My ... Read on »
I Faced My Demons and I Was Able to Escape by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Help, is my mental state in jeopardy? Yesterday, I actually said, I wished I had died in the car accident then my Dad wouldn’t have to worry about money.” He always g ... Read on »
Roadblocks in Life Can Make Your Stronger by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Silence is Calm It seems like every time I turn around something else is happening in my life.  Having bipolar is not fun - it takes every bit of guts to try an ... Read on »
Bipolar and the Creative Mine Shifts by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I make jewelry. Or, at least I did. I've been buying beads and findings so I can go home and set up to make my jewelry. The problem is my creative juices are gone. I ... Read on »
Serenity in my Mind by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder This is what I do when I'm feeling down. I go and take pictures. It was a very fogging one morning and I was feeling really down and jumped in the car and went for a ... Read on »
Why Am I Crying - No Anger by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Yes, I'm on Bipolar medicine, but I thought it was to keep you from depression. I actually don't know what it is, but lately I've been crying. I cry for my mom, my dad, me ... Read on »
Tegretol Also Know As Carabamazepine Blood Count by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Today, I went to the clinic to get a blood test to check the count on Tegretol known as Carabamazepine. This is to make sure that I'm not getting too much of the drug. This ... Read on »
Side Effects to Carabamazepine for Bipolar by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I'm taking Carabamazepine for bipolar and it as been a trip. I've been taking it since June 16th, and side effects have been tough at times. I take two at night and one in ... Read on »
Day to Day Reaction to Carabamazepine by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder This pill is also a anticonvulcent pill used for epilisey as well as for bipolar. It's something that I have never encountered. I take two before bedtime and it helps me sl ... Read on »
Carbamazepine - is it going to work? Has anyone Take It> by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I'm going to keep you up to date on this drug I have never heard of. I got it from a mental health clinic. Where the nurse practitioner read a book to decide what drug I sh ... Read on »
New Medication for Me Bipolar - Carbamazepine by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I went to a mental health clinic to see if I could get some help with my bipolar the other day and spoke with a doctor and case worker. I'm trying to get approved through an ... Read on »
I'm Not Okay Delusions - Bipolar Is Not Okay by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I always think I know everything. Thought all is well. I'm in control. I don't have to take my medication. Everything will be okay I can deal with it myself. I think I w ... Read on »
Demons Inside Tried to Provoke me - I Didn't listen by Jewells Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I had a confrontation with a postman in the customer service are of the PO. I took two big boxes that I was shipping from some products I sold from my eBay store. Like I've ... Read on »