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by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
In a couple of days it will be one year since my RNY surgery. I've really tried not to do the whole "a year ago I [fill in the blank]" thing. It bores other people and it ...
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12/11 Goals
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Tuesday's goals:
1)100% meal plan compliance: time, calories, exchanges.
2) Bed by 11 p.m.
3) Work out with 30 minutes of cardio.
RESULTS: Monday's goals
1) 100% me ...
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12/12 Goals
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Wednesday's Goals:
1) Try to follow as closely as possible my newly revised meal plan.
2) Clean the house, work on laundry.
3) Continue creative work on self-descriptio ...
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12/13 Goals
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Thursday's Goals
1.) Try not to restrict.
2.) Stay present.
3.) Trust my support time.
BACK TO BASICS.
RESULTS: Wednesday's Goals
1) Try to follow as closel ...
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13 years old and F-A-T
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I got a phone call last night from the 13-year-old girl that I mentor. She asked if we were still going school shopping tonight. I had told her last week that I'd take her ...
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1982
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
As best I can remember, the last time I weighed 198 pounds was most likely in 1982. I would have been a freshman in high school. Fourteen years old.
But I stepped on ...
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2 for the price of 1
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Two peas in a size 32W pod: Dyan and me in my pants (and in my office).
Seeing really is believing. You should have seen me a year ago when I was the only one th ...
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2 Years Ago Today...
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I had my guts rearranged. The night before, I had Rose take this picture. I've never shown anyone because I think I look so hideously bloated and miserable...and that ...
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243 days
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I've had a thumb-size stomach for 243 days. Not including the days of my infancy when stomach size was out of my control. I don't know what I'm down since surgery. Remembe ...
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2nd appt
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I have a second shrink appointment with a therapist that specialized in eating disorders. I'll be putting up a paypal link to solicit financial support for my emotional di ...
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A different direction
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Notice anything new on the page? I've been wanting to change this for a while and just didn't know what to do. This morning, it came to me. I like it. I like it a lot.
...
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