Incognito
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I just got back from a whirlwind business trip to Phoenix. I wasn't even gone 48 hours. But I saw sunlight!
It was an amazing trip for so many reasons--and none are a ...
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Happy New Me!
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
My parents came to visit this weekend. We took them to a local restaurant where I indulged in Prime Rib, Twice-Baked Potato and Suffed Mushroom Caps. Of course, it was abo ...
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Late
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I'm a little drunk. A few glasses of Riesling will do that to you when your stomach is the size of a vienna wiener.
Damn, I had a good time, though.
I laughed at ...
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By definition
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I wonder when my universe will stop revolving around the fact that I've lost this huge amount of weight in a short period of time.
Will I ever be--or can I ever be--j ...
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Happy New Year
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Back to work today...and reality. I'm starting the new year off with regular tracking of my food on Fitday. I need to be aware of those empty calories I so easily consume. ...
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Am I Dying?
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
Egads. My guts are turning inside out and I feel like my intestines are going to explode. If I lay still, it's like waves of cramps convulsing my abdomen. If I move, I fee ...
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Pulling out my hair
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I was supposed to get my hair cut this Thursday. But my stylist left the salon to become an instructor.
I've been on a mission to track her down. I've googled her, sc ...
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Confession time
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
In the past I have been hypercritical of post-op WLS people who criticize fat people, look down on them, etc. Hey, we were there--we were them--once upon a time.
And ...
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Bunny of Death
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I ate too much cake. And cookies. And candy. And bread.
As of this morning, I gained 6 pounds. I'm praying it's water weight from the salty ham. But I wouldn't be sup ...
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Doing the protein purge
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I am detoxing from crackers--again. So yesterday was a protein load. A double whammy protein shake in the morning, a protein bar, chicken for lunch and dinner, peanuts as ...
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Buy My Book
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
It's my blog. I'll shamelessly plug my books if I want to. Everyday Light Meals is available this week, so buy it NOW...right over there on the right.
Whil ...
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I ain't no Mr. Rourke
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
That scale loss of 5 pounds? FANTASY!
I'm back at 169. I'd love to think that I've gained 5 pounds of lean muscle mass in a week...but I'm sure that's not the case.
...
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Monday Morning
by
Jen
Posted in: Blog Posts in Eating Disorders
I'm sure the five pounds I lost are back on my body. No crackers, but enough other crap crossed my lips to make up for them. Actually, I think the pure protein tricked my ...
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