Moving... On...
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
I'm sorry for not blogging sooner. I've had a hard time trying to figure out exactly what to say, so I'll keep this brief.My hospital admission was a particularly hard one. Br ...
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Cotton Wool
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
Oh god. I feel like I've been hit by a bus. My edges are all fuzzy and my head is full of cotton wool. I went back to bed after the last post and only just got up again. I h ...
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Emotions By Proxy
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
I’m functioning on so little sleep it’s not funny. I’m catching up a bit of it during the day though. I think there’s a difference between night sleep ...
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Emoticon Therapy
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
You might only get this if you've been around the mental health system or work in it, but it's damn funny so I'm posting it anyway. I found it here... http://psychiatrist-blog ...
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Fishy Castle
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
This is the new ornament I bought for my fish tank at The Reject shop for $12. I'm posting them for W. They're about 24cm tall.xxx
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Fishing For Dreams
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
Fish, fish, fish, fish, fish.... I dreamt of fish almost non stop last night. I only slept 2 hours, which is why I'm not at Karana again today, but I'm sure it was 2 hours wo ...
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Introducing.....
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
My New Blog... LISTENING TO LIFEWith all my poetry and creative writing. Please follow me... pretty please? I will be uploading all my writings over the next 24 hours, and all ...
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Today I Am Grateful For
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
The sunshine, so that I could put my 2 loads of washing out to dry, which I desperately needed to do before I pack for hospital on wednesday Being able to navigate the nightma ...
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But not quite...
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
Well, a quiet birthday... almost a little depressing, but not quite. I'm 27 - how did that happen?! We went for tea at the Eastern Tiger restaurant last night which was love ...
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6:27am - Happy <3 Day
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
God, I had the most emotional dreams last night. It was over little things, but they are just the details, it's the emotions that blew me away. So much crying, true grief. A ...
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I see the pain
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
I look at your face and I see your pain The lines that tell a story unheard I look in your eyes and feel your strength All of the lessons that you’ve learned You ope ...
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Stuffed
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
It's been a really stuffed up couple of days. I could really swear in that sentence, but I wont. Stuff needed to come out, hence the poetry and writings. It has a backlash th ...
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Ageing with time
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
There’s a sadness in me that wont ease. It covers me in a blanket of fog and pain. It courses through my veins and arteries, bursting out, leaving bruises on my soul. It ...
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How Embarrassment
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
I went to go in a door at Henny Penny tonight.... it looked like an automatic door, so I stood there but it didn't open. So I tried to slide it open but again it didn't work. ...
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The Dream
by
Jacqui
Posted in: Blog Posts in Depression
Where is the dream you promised me Where is the sound of laughter, echoing Where are the angels that haunted me now You promised to show me how I ask you, how did it get t ...
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