This weekend was one big whirl of shopping. I got 99% of it done. I hate the shopping part of Christmas and I ended up buy stuff for me over gifts a bit too much. Now, the second least favorite part will be happening tonight - the wrapping. I have bags of presents all over my apartment (never mind the bins for the Christmas decorations still out) and I must get them wrapped.
Outside of shopping, my mood was fairly low. I was not feeling well. I was having sharp pains and my fibroids or something like them are probably back but I don't want to go to the doctors, spend $30 to be told nothing. I have spend a ton of money in tests just to find out I am strange - between my migraines and my asymmetrical self and my cursed menstrual world. There is nothing they can do or will do. So I just live with it and I am tired of giving my money for these tests.
I have a love and hate relationship with Christmas. I like the colors and the holiday but this time of year is incredibly lonely for me. I feel alone. Sitting in my empty apartment really brought it out. I have been busy and life has been non-stop lately but there is just something missing. It has been a year since I was dumped by the poofer and time has really flown by.
I have a much needed day off tomorrow to take Dad to a neurology appointment but I have also have to do a few errands for him as well. I am a good daughter.
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