I gained again this week. Roughly 3 lbs. After I stepped on the scale this morning, it all basically came out in the shower. That devil on my shoulder that puts me down alot was very vocal and for the first time in a long time, I was totally believing it. I am sort of tearing up as I write this as well.
I feel very ugly. My hair is driving me crazy and it never seems to look good. I walked around with a big brown spot on my nose all day yesterday and didn't notice it until I got home and washed it off. I feel very unlovable. Honestly, who would want me anyways?
This is how I feel. Defeated.
I am going to dinner tonight with two friends and that will cheer me up. I think I need to laugh and stop crying.
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