I love Ladies Holiday, as I know all of us Ladies do. And although my life is crazy and I am probably crazy for thinking I can do this alone, I just can't let go yet. I'm not ready. I am so grateful for the strength of my sisters whom I know have had to make the hard decision to walk away for the time being. I am grateful for their honesty with themselves and with our team. We all want to give this our best if we are going to do it at all and if it feels as though we may not be able to do that and still be good at the other parts of our lives that tug even harder on our heart strings and truly need our attention more then we should't do it, we all agree on that. But...but...but...I can't do it! I can't say goodbye yet. So I won't. What I will do, is still be here keeping this blog going, gently. I will try to post once a week at least and I will give those posts my best. If it comes to a point where I don't feel that I am able to give Ladies Holiday the attention and quality it deserves then I will step away until I feel that I can do it again. But for now, I'm still here. I hope you'll still check in. I love being a part of this blogosphere and I crave the opportunity to share here. I learn more about myself each time I use this beautiful outlet and being connected with other bloggers feeds me as well.
Thank you so much to a few of the loves of my life: Deirdre, Seana, and Christine. My love, appreciation, and admiration for each of you is endless. You have literally saved me from myself, built me back up when I had fallen to pieces, and held me together like super-sister-glue when I threatened to break again. I am so grateful we have been able to do this together. What a beautiful thing we've created. What a gift to do it together. I hope you'll be back from time to time, my friends, to share a bit more of yourselves here. I'll be here holding the door open for your once-in-awhile posts, which I hope there will be. You are the hardest working women, mothers, friends that I know and honestly I don't know how any of us were even able to do this at all, it's been quite a feat. But, man, I'm glad we did! I understand completely why you have to say farewell for now, and maybe sooner than I think, I will say farewell too...but not yet. Can't let go. I love you endlessly, Ladies. Thank you.
Still with me, dear readers? Thanks for reading through my gush fest and thanks for supporting us all this time, I hope you'll stick around with me. Until next week...