Last week I had two big exams. Neither of them went well. At all, in any way. It’s very, very clear that I need to get it together and start studying more. I’ve been a little bit too focused on having a life lately, and I need to work a little harder to find a balance.
But of course, first I needed to give myself a freaking break because I was losing my mind.
So I spent Saturday morning in front of the tv doing nothing. I didn’t even bother changing the channel, and instead I watched a few hours of golf.
Then I went shopping and bought all the clothes.
This is really not ok. I have no business spending more money on clothes, but I’m housesitting for my parents right now and didn’t bring anything I wanted to wear. It was the obvious solution.
I did a lot of homework too, but not until I had gone out for dinner, to the casino, and gone mini golfing. But once all that was done, I was bullied and harassed until all my homework was finished.
I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to manage fitting a life into this whole school situation. Last year I did great in school because I didn’t have a life, but I knew I wouldn’t be able to keep that up forever. I need to find a way to have both. I’m sure there’s a way, but I haven’t found it yet.