umm...

i really don't have any blogging ideas right now. this week has been insane. also, i just realized that i am being too lazy to move my little pinkey over to the "shift" key and make capital letters!! wow, thats pretty bad!
So on wednesday i was "let go" aka fired!!!!!!!! from the fitness center.
I will tell you why...




I brought a yoga mat in to my class for someone because they didn't have one. I said she could keep it. a transaction was made, i think i profited about $4). My boss found out and said he couldn't trust me, i was stealing from the company, he changed the alarm code to the building, and i canm't even go pick up my stuff!!! he is going to mail it to me because he doesn't want me near the building...i am that dangerous!

sooo...I also got really sick from something i ate. food poisoning. last night it came to a point. not a fun night. But at least it is over now. I this it was some cheap spinach i got at price right. but who knows.

on top of it all my relationship is horibly failing and i don't really know how much more of myself i can put into it to make it work. i don't feel like i should have to try this hard at 21 for someone to be in love with me!

So verry sorry for the depressing post!
i will do a happy one soon!