I can’t believe this year is coming to an end! It’s crazy.
I usually take some time to just reflect on what I’ve done this year (ok, this isn’t just regulated to the end of a year for me, but this time of year it’s just more prominent in my thoughts.).
This year has been crazy for me. And if you add in fall 2008 (sometimes I think in terms of “school years”) it’s been super crazy. But let’s just stick with 2009…
What have I done in 2009?
I was a floor rep for my Council, and then ran and won (due to lack of opposition) for president.
Went to Arizona for a leadership conference as a result (seriously, so cool…).
Applied to dietetics, and was rejected (sadly) but they fortunately give second chances.
Challenged myself and went tree planting for a second time. Learned my limits, physically and mentally weren’t as good as they were my first year planting.
Started my presidency at my residence in UBC. This has already taught me so much.
Got sick at least three times this year. Not necissarily something I’ve “done” but relevant to health and balance I think. I even had food poisoning for the first (and last hopefully) time.
Tried out for a musical. Oh man, was this crazy/fun/insane. It was just a little too far out of my comfort zone. The main problem was people just interested in a, say, chorus roll, had to try out with the people interested in leading rolls. Nerve racking.
There’s been more too, in terms of emotional and social journeys that might be hard to understand for a lot of people. I used to be a shy quiet girl who would watch life from the sidelines, and 2009 has definitely been a year of stopping the wallflower behaviour and really participating in life.
What did I learn as a result?
I’m so much stronger than I give myself credit for. This is in terms of emotions, and as a leader. I never knew I could make choices and boss people around the way I do.
If I put my mind to it, I can pretty much do anything. I won’t be the best, but at least I tried right?
In the same vein, I’m beginning to learn my boundaries, the line I draw between being too comfortable, and going too far into the wilds of world. If that makes sense. I used to stick so close to comfort zones, now I’m exploring how far I can go.
Man this year has been crazy! For me anyway, add in all the little things you never think about every day, and really it’s been quite the year.
I’ll see you all in 2010, with some of my goals/resolutions for 2010!