I have been feeling pretty un-inspired when it comes to writing lately. I have a lot going on in my mind. It mostly revolves around my current work situation. It’s not my ideal and I have been exploring other options. But when I am feeling down about one thing I can’t help but let all my other fears about life surface!
I currently have a laundry list of fears:
Will I ever find a job that makes me 100% happy?
Will I ever feel financially stable?
Will I always have to work a full time job and 3 other side jobs?
Will I be a good wife?
How on earth will I ever have children?
How on earth will I ever support children when I feel strapped for money now?
What would I do if Brady died? (seriously he is my hang out buddy)
How would I survive without my parents!?
What if I never get out of this funk?
Why do I even blog? Why are people even reading this?
Ugh this list could go on!
Rather then give me advice, tell me some of your fears!
*please note that I am not trying to complain, I am just stuck in a life rut. I am thankful I have a job. This topic has been weighing heavy on my for a while and has been affecting my ability to come up with anything creative to write. I thought maybe if I wrote it out I would be able to move on*