Of Pain and Suffering, Morphine and Global Shortages
Posted Jul 26 2011 11:37pm
Carel van Savoyen (1655), Painting of Jan de Doot holding the kidney stone he is said to have cut out of himself
In recovery for more than 18 years, up until yesterday I had little good to say about narcotics. Having seen over the years at close quarters what drug and alcohol abuse can do to people and families, I could be considered almost virulently anti-drug. I have no patience for abuse– which may well have spilled over into use. The constant barrage of Pharma commercials which promise that I can avoid any of the discomfort associated with daily life has only added to my distaste. I receive dozens of spam messages through this blog each day promising me cheap oxycontin and the like through internet clearing houses. We are a Pharma Nation. But yesterday, as is so often the case, born of personal experience, I came to appreciate the pain relief that properly administered drugs can bring– and to also appreciate the gravity of the lack of such medicines across the globe.
I woke up and broke out in a cold sweat and quickly began writhing around and wailing in pain like a wild animal caught in a bear trap. The pain came in excruciating waves radiating as though I had just been punched below the belt– repeatedly. Afraid it may have been appendicitis or something equally as dire, I had my son call 911. The police showed up immediately, but the all volunteer ambulance squad took close to 40 minutes to get here. I cursed, hollered, moaned, pled– and even shrieked, the whole time. I did the same even after we reached the Emergency Room, though there I peppered my plaints with apologies.
Convinced it was a kidney stone, the nurse and doctor insisted I take something for the pain. Explaining my recovery status I protested, but ultimately relented asking if they could make the drug/dose “as little as possible.” They gave me morphine and Toradol. Moments later I became human again. It stopped the pain, it didn’t get me “high.”
The CT scan showed the stone to be making its may down to my urinary tract– all 4 painful millimeters of it. It would need to be 5 millimeters, however, for it to be surgically removed. As such, I longingly wait for it to pass.
Over the years, because I’ve seen so many alcoholics and addicts relapse after using prescription drugs, despite severe pain I’ve eschewed the use of prescription pain relief– always risky to wake a sleeping dragon. But this was something else entirely.
So what does this all have to do with health reform and law? Outside the U.S. there are severe shortages of morphine. Although a dose costs only pennies, the “War on Drugs” is said to have rendered the drug largely unavailable for medical use. In India, morphine is said to be “almost impossible” to get. In the video below, Diedrick Lohman of Human Rights Watch asserts that “freedom from medical pain should be a basic human right.” I’m not sure how that would be defined legally, but conceptually, I agree. If you ever find yourself within the grips of an unrelenting pain– a pain so great you no longer even feel human–you may too. The video below details the problem, in excruciating terms.
Carel van Savoyen (1655), Painting of Jan de Doot holding the kidney stone he is said to have cut out of himself
In recovery for more than 18 years, up until yesterday I had little good to say about narcotics. Having seen over the years at close quarters what drug and alcohol abuse can do to people and families, I could be considered almost virulently anti-drug. I have no patience for abuse– which may well have spilled over into use. The constant barrage of Pharma commercials which promise that I can avoid any of the discomfort associated with daily life has only added to my distaste. I receive dozens of spam messages through this blog each day promising me cheap oxycontin and the like through internet clearing houses. We are a Pharma Nation. But yesterday, as is so often the case, born of personal experience, I came to appreciate the pain relief that properly administered drugs can bring– and to also appreciate the gravity of the lack of such medicines across the globe.
I woke up and broke out in a cold sweat and quickly began writhing around and wailing in pain like a wild animal caught in a bear trap. The pain came in excruciating waves radiating as though I had just been punched below the belt– repeatedly. Afraid it may have been appendicitis or something equally as dire, I had my son call 911. The police showed up immediately, but the all volunteer ambulance squad took close to 40 minutes to get here. I cursed, hollered, moaned, pled– and even shrieked, the whole time. I did the same even after we reached the Emergency Room, though there I peppered my plaints with apologies.
Convinced it was a kidney stone, the nurse and doctor insisted I take something for the pain. Explaining my recovery status I protested, but ultimately relented asking if they could make the drug/dose “as little as possible.” They gave me morphine and Toradol. Moments later I became human again. It stopped the pain, it didn’t get me “high.”
The CT scan showed the stone to be making its may down to my urinary tract– all 4 painful millimeters of it. It would need to be 5 millimeters, however, for it to be surgically removed. As such, I longingly wait for it to pass.
Over the years, because I’ve seen so many alcoholics and addicts relapse after using prescription drugs, despite severe pain I’ve eschewed the use of prescription pain relief– always risky to wake a sleeping dragon. But this was something else entirely.
So what does this all have to do with health reform and law? Outside the U.S. there are severe shortages of morphine. Although a dose costs only pennies, the “War on Drugs” is said to have rendered the drug largely unavailable for medical use. In India, morphine is said to be “almost impossible” to get. In the video below, Diedrick Lohman of Human Rights Watch asserts that “freedom from medical pain should be a basic human right.” I’m not sure how that would be defined legally, but conceptually, I agree. If you ever find yourself within the grips of an unrelenting pain– a pain so great you no longer even feel human–you may too. The video below details the problem, in excruciating terms.