Tears

*** Just having a major bipolar episode. You know; paranoid, unstable breathing, antsy, trembly, wanting to just crawl in a hole until the feelings of not being okay go away, and zoning out the world. But, that is not possible for me. As much as I'd like to crawl into my bed and nap for a while, my day now begins. I take Sally to her practice, and I have a pile of stuff to do on top of that. I just can't wait to get home.***