Today has been a much better day. I did not feel as depressed as I had been. I got some rest and, although I didn't get any house work done, I did not stress it a bit. I plan to get it all done tomorrow. I am going to relax for the night and then get the house cleaned in the morning. I am trying to not stress out about everything. I was not absolutely happy today, but I was less sad. I spent time with the children. I had almost forgotten how fun and funny they are! It was nice to just hang out with them and not stress about what I could be getting done. I am trying to make that a habit. I do not want to look back and realize the stuff I stressed about had no real bearing on the happiness of my life. I want to be able to look back and know that I focused on my family. That is what I am working on.