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Girl Blue .. Patient Expert

Trinidad and Tobago, Trinidad and Tobago
Somewhat off balanced, really not in possession of a full house of cards. Usually medicated. Depressed. Elated. Bi-Polar II. Happy type mother of happy type child. Wife. Politically incorrect. Loves snakes and arachnids. Anything else? Many things surely I just don't have the time or patience to... Full Bio
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Reminiscing by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It seems that I had forgotten the reason that I blog. It started as a method of promotion for a life I used to live and then evolved into a way of working things out.  ... Read on »
Ugh by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Trying to write something that does not sounds melodramatic, needy or otherwise disturbing and vaguely psychotic is more difficult than I anticipated. I seem to not be ... Read on »
Not so fabulous by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder So I have been home since last Tuesday now or less. I say more out less because sorting that time there have been trips to the doctor, an MRI and an appointment made to se ... Read on »
3 days... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder ... Into new decade of my life and I'm already full of painkillers. There is a joke in there somewhere I'm sure... Unfortunately I think the joke is on me Read on »
Not a one by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder This is a quote taken from the book which touched me on a personal level, because really, I just feel like me I don't particularly feel in any way different than I d ... Read on »
Rounding off or Leveling up by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder So Saturday was my birthday. If anyone knows me they would know that I fall into a major depression around my birthday.  I've mentioned in the past that I suffer from wha ... Read on »
Is there some reason by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder That I can no longer get paragraphs in posts? Is it just me? I look at what I wrote and there are paragraphs, spacing between bullet points etc, but when I publish they ar ... Read on »
Freeing yourself from Unhealthy Relationships by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Someone sent me this in an email the other day. I found it very interesting. I realise that sometimes its hard to do or accept these things especially when emotions are ra ... Read on »
Still here and unhappy about it by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don't understand why I can never just be happy and satisfied. Why must I always feel so low and hopeless and alone? I have no reason to and I know it. But it all seems lik ... Read on »
oh right by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder In other less exciting news, I'm now up to 200mg of Lamictal a day. The only side effects I experienced this time was some blurred vision and well sleepiness. I do feel a ... Read on »
My best kept secret...well from most of you by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder After my mother died in 2005, I have been on a mission to do the things that she wanted me to do while she was alive. To make her proud even in death...which is how I reall ... Read on »
if "ifs" and "ands" were pots and pans by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Just read the Bloggess' post for today . Her wishes resemble mine and so do the wishes of her readers...some, definitely not all of them. Its really funny in a coincidence ... Read on »
is it strange... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder ...that one of the side effects of my mood stabliser is mood change? Erm, I would think that may be a plus and not a less severe negative side effect. But what do I know. ... Read on »
Its going to take some doing ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Its going to take some doing to get back into the swing of this. Okay one week on the weakest dose and naturally no change. Read on »
Hello (again) lamictal by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I've become a danger to myself. Things have gotten really bad, actually bad may be putting it mildly. Anyway back on the meds Read on »
So back off of sugar I go by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder This is why I've been getting breakouts on my chest... Damn you pcos Read on »
67 by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Do you ever wonder why it is we love? Why is it that we were masses to love deeply, to love truly, to love without reservations and in such a manner that when that object ... Read on »
I've fallen and I can't... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Well you get the picture. Truth be told I did fall on Sunday, flat on my back, down some stairs and have been in pain ever since. Two days bed rest, the problem be ... Read on »
Tentatively pokes head in by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Wow I have been a naughty girl being away so long. Pity I don't know if I am sticking around or just doing a yearly flyby. Turmoil and again more turmoil in my life. I ... Read on »
Words go here by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I wonder if I have the words or the wherewithal to try to continue this blog or any blog. Its been two years and a lot has happened, the question is however, is how much o ... Read on »