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Girl Blue .. Patient Expert

Trinidad and Tobago, Trinidad and Tobago
Somewhat off balanced, really not in possession of a full house of cards. Usually medicated. Depressed. Elated. Bi-Polar II. Happy type mother of happy type child. Wife. Politically incorrect. Loves snakes and arachnids. Anything else? Many things surely I just don't have the time or patience to... Full Bio
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Lost by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don't know which way to turn to find that mythical place called Happy. I've been told repeatedly that I have to find happiness in myself.  I really don't know how to ... Read on »
Pulling teeth by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Last night I dreamt that I had lost a tooth.   Looking at it out was a long and healthy tooth and the was nothing wrong with the teeth around it. In closer inspection of m ... Read on »
"You bitch! Get the fuck out ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder "You bitch! Get the fuck out of my life" Read on »
Sometimes its too late by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I got this from A1RyanG tonight. He's been trying to cheer me up for the past few days ... Don't think I don't notice Tonight he sent a quotation on WhatsApp that made ... Read on »
Burn by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It will leave a scar of course, my skin does not take lightly to any sort of abrasion. It will be a constant reminder. Sometimes we need reminders even if we don't learn f ... Read on »
Toxic by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder That's what I am... Completely and irrevocably toxic. I destroy everything good in my life simply by being me. Someone once said that they could see the good in me ... Read on »
Withdrawal by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Numbness in face and hands. Not sure how long it was since I took my last tablet but this hit suddenly while I was driving the spawn to lessons. Came home took the ... Read on »
Lesson learned by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I am very ashamed of my behaviour over the past three years or so but none so much as my behavior of this past Friday. I never knew that I could have so little control ... Read on »
Control by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Sometimes you do something so incredibly stupid.. The thing is that at the moment you are doing it you know how stupid it is but then another part of you just keeps pushin ... Read on »
The best and the worst thing ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder The best and the worst thing I have ever done. The best and not really the worst thing I have ever experienced. The happiest I have ever been, conversely the most ... Read on »
Let's play pretend by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder You pretend I'm not an idiot and I  will pretend you're not a lying bastard Read on »
Random by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Standing in the shower, I stop look at him soap himself and smile to myself. He turns just then and catches the smile, he smiles and asks "what?" I shake my head and my sm ... Read on »
Architect of misery by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I frown so much these days that I think that I'm getting a line at the side of my mouth. Smiles are fleeing, real happiness is but an illusion but I have become very g ... Read on »
I wish by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It would be nice not to be given up on Read on »
November 20th by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder By A year ago today the ground was ripped out from under me and I went to a very deep dark place from which I just narrowly escaped.  Saying that I escaped is quite po ... Read on »
The thing about pets by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder A pet allows you to own it or more specifically to think that you own it. Collar it, tag it, microchip it... These things do not prove ownership.. That depends on the ... Read on »
Motivation by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It's funny how you can know someone so completely and yet not know them at all. You have to look at the motivation behind it. Ask yourself what motivates it. Find the ... Read on »