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Girl Blue .. Patient Expert

Trinidad and Tobago, Trinidad and Tobago
Somewhat off balanced, really not in possession of a full house of cards. Usually medicated. Depressed. Elated. Bi-Polar II. Happy type mother of happy type child. Wife. Politically incorrect. Loves snakes and arachnids. Anything else? Many things surely I just don't have the time or patience to... Full Bio
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A Slave... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder ... without a master is like a feather blowing in the wind Read on »
Wow.. Who knew by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Found this article... If there were check boxes next to these items I would have a mail against each point http://www.getesteem.com/lse-symptoms/cognitive.html Read on »
I really need to stop. I ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I really need to stop. I really really need to stop. Driving myself crazy. I'm just driving myself crazy Read on »
Dignitas by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Oh how I wish. General weariness of life Read on »
Great expectations by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I really must learn to manage my expectations.  It's funny how I don't even realize I even have them until something happens, then I always end up feeling rotten. I ca ... Read on »
It's easy to give advice and ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It's easy to give advice and say things like pull yourself together. Pull yourself together... So much easier said than done.  The funny part being that the even t ... Read on »
Acceptance by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Things... Bonds forged out of desperation are not real Release them Read on »
Excise by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder There are more bad days than good days. Day before was a good day, yesterday was a bad day.. Today feels even worse. I went to sleep thinking "today is a bad day, ... Read on »
Drinking so much these days. ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Drinking so much these days... And I'm so bad at it. However, drinking at home does have its advantages... The bed is not a far stumble Read on »
A pretty sentiment by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Photo http://feedly.com/e/68NlF6oO Read on »
I will let go of my fear I ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will le ... Read on »
Proportion/Fear by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder In my head everything gets blown up out of proportion. Little things become huge hurdles to cross.. These hurdles are booby trapped and every step I take sets one off. ... Read on »
I hurt myself more than anyo ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I hurt myself more than anyone ever could. All that I feel more, all that I am going through now is off my own doing. Fear gripped me and twisted me until I am this. P ... Read on »
Lost by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don't know which way to turn to find that mythical place called Happy. I've been told repeatedly that I have to find happiness in myself.  I really don't know how to ... Read on »
Pulling teeth by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Last night I dreamt that I had lost a tooth.   Looking at it out was a long and healthy tooth and the was nothing wrong with the teeth around it. In closer inspection of m ... Read on »
"You bitch! Get the fuck out ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder "You bitch! Get the fuck out of my life" Read on »
Sometimes its too late by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I got this from A1RyanG tonight. He's been trying to cheer me up for the past few days ... Don't think I don't notice Tonight he sent a quotation on WhatsApp that made ... Read on »
Burn by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It will leave a scar of course, my skin does not take lightly to any sort of abrasion. It will be a constant reminder. Sometimes we need reminders even if we don't learn f ... Read on »