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Girl Blue .. Patient Expert

Trinidad and Tobago, Trinidad and Tobago
Somewhat off balanced, really not in possession of a full house of cards. Usually medicated. Depressed. Elated. Bi-Polar II. Happy type mother of happy type child. Wife. Politically incorrect. Loves snakes and arachnids. Anything else? Many things surely I just don't have the time or patience to... Full Bio
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And then... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder You reach a point when you realise you don't actually care that much anymore. I can feel the indifference becoming stronger. This is good Read on »
You make a decision and in f ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder You make a decision and in fact it is the right decision, the logical thing to do, the best thing to do but then you feel such sadness. Your insides ache and all you w ... Read on »
Self loathing 2 by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder How do I expect people to like me when I don't even like myself? How do I expect anyone to love me when all I do is hate who and what I am? How do I expect anyone ... Read on »
Self loathing by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I hate myself mostly. I'm filled with such disgust with myself. I constantly talk to myself, telling me what a terrible person I am... A failure, a disappointment, a b ... Read on »
Is that a light? by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I am slowly but surely understanding myself better these days. My triggers and why I do what I do. Not that it makes things any easier for me mind you. Knowing or susp ... Read on »
Med update by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It's the strangest thing. If I miss one day of meds I go into instant withdrawal. I suspect it is the pristiq. All I know right now is that my tongue feels heavy, my l ... Read on »
A Slave... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder ... without a master is like a feather blowing in the wind Read on »
Wow.. Who knew by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Found this article... If there were check boxes next to these items I would have a mail against each point http://www.getesteem.com/lse-symptoms/cognitive.html Read on »
I really need to stop. I ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I really need to stop. I really really need to stop. Driving myself crazy. I'm just driving myself crazy Read on »
Dignitas by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Oh how I wish. General weariness of life Read on »
Great expectations by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I really must learn to manage my expectations.  It's funny how I don't even realize I even have them until something happens, then I always end up feeling rotten. I ca ... Read on »
It's easy to give advice and ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder It's easy to give advice and say things like pull yourself together. Pull yourself together... So much easier said than done.  The funny part being that the even t ... Read on »
Acceptance by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Things... Bonds forged out of desperation are not real Release them Read on »
Excise by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder There are more bad days than good days. Day before was a good day, yesterday was a bad day.. Today feels even worse. I went to sleep thinking "today is a bad day, ... Read on »
Drinking so much these days. ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Drinking so much these days... And I'm so bad at it. However, drinking at home does have its advantages... The bed is not a far stumble Read on »
A pretty sentiment by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Photo http://feedly.com/e/68NlF6oO Read on »
I will let go of my fear I ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will let go of my fear I will le ... Read on »
Proportion/Fear by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder In my head everything gets blown up out of proportion. Little things become huge hurdles to cross.. These hurdles are booby trapped and every step I take sets one off. ... Read on »
I hurt myself more than anyo ... by Girl Blue .. Patient Expert Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I hurt myself more than anyone ever could. All that I feel more, all that I am going through now is off my own doing. Fear gripped me and twisted me until I am this. P ... Read on »