So much to post about, but tonight I dont have the energy. tonight, I am having one of those nights where I feel totally and utterly depressed. I shouldnt feel this way. Yet I feel there is no way out.
I will be less cryptic in my next message, but I just had the need to write to tonight. To maybe feel not quite so alone. Im over tired, I know this and hopefully a good nights sleep will make things easier. But right now, I have to be strict with myself and get my meds done. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will be less emotionally draining.