At this point, I know I am going to have good days and I am going to have bad days. I wont berate myself for the bad days. Instead, I will rest, let my body settle and recharge. The good days, I will make the most of. I cherish everyone of them and actually have large amounts of energy and stamina on the good days. Things will balance. Everything will even out.
Tomorrow needs to be a rest, but also catch up on house work kind of day.