I imagine, and I see in you a brave woman. A woman that even risks her life, and does extreme things in a way that reflects an image of you with a sword held high and you say TODAY IS MY INDEPENDANCE DAY.  You understand FREEDOM and you spread HOPE.

hi,dear girl, I am a girl in china, I have a bad habit:sometimes when I feel lost or confussed or unhappy,I turn to food,I would eat alot,I sincerely know it's bad for healthy,but when I feel bad my self control ability seemed so feeble.

Shixianli The key to any challenge of the mind is a thought challenge.

Write down a thought that bothers you. After that write a positive thought that is more realistic and positive. Thinking positive and even the truth can be more positive than negative thoughts. EXAMPLE: " I don't like how I feel when I am inside the house a lot "      (challenge) " I feel a little sad, but I know that if I jog in place or do something I enjoy or eat something I will enjoy and be greatful for I will feel better."

Shixianli I love that about you and you dream. You dream a dream to live by. One that you are soaring the sky, a dream that only you hold the key to, a freedom that only you can comprehend, and what you know as you fly is a lot more powerful than what you know as your feet are upon the ground. beautiful song bird keep soaring the skys and be all the sweet songs that you sing in your heart.

Before I found control over my eatting disorder, I begun to imagine that I no longer had the problem. I imagined myself free and I imagined that I no longer felt what it was like to be confined. I did the things that made me feel FREE and ALIVE! I rode my mountain bike more often no matter the weather, and I seemed to be petaling in the air. I felt that I could conquer every mountain, and that every street where there was a bad memory I would conquer it with a positive memory! The more I believed in the freedom the more I began to live a life of freedom!

Every day that passes I am forgetting what it was like before. Days pass and it doesn't come to my mind. I eat when I'm hungry and I truly enjoy every moment of it. If I'm paniced or not hungry I try to do something that makes me feel free, such as reading and choosing an idea from my list of things that makes me feel free :  1: reading a silly song on my wall and then singing it and dancing around. /7 Sunshine Sunshine all you ever really need is sunshine /7 I imagine the sun rising and I'm singin /7 1    2 ,    1    2 , 1   2    Here comes the sun, praise to the suN!!  /7 Then I imagine hitting people in the head with bottles of sunshine and they go around singing it too! 

 

   TODAY IS THE 4TH OF JULY 2009. I'M GREATFUL TO SAY THAT TODAY IS INDEPENDANCE DAY (((((VERY GREATFUL)))))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

        I BELIEVE THAT I TRULY UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS TO BE FREE FROM THE HORRIBLENESS OF BULIMIA. I HAVE HAD FEW RELAPSES. THE PRAYERS OF OTHERS, MY RECOGNITION OF MY TRUE DESIRE TO BE FREE AND MY BELIEF THAT I CAN BE FREE, AND MY BIGGEST SURRENDER TO GOD IS THAT I SURRENDER TO GOD THE CONTROL, AND TAKE CONTROL TO GIVE OTHERS A REASON TO BELIEVE, A TRUE LIFE STORY THAT HOPE EXISTS. THIS IS  MY COMMITMENT TO GOD THAT I WILL BECOME AND LEARN FREEDOM,  SO THAT I CAN HELP ((((YOU))))))) AND OTHERS TO BE COMPLETELY FREE. 

   BEGIN TO BELIEVE IN THE FREEDOM THAT EXISTS, AND FIND A REASON TO BELIEVE. IF YOU SAY YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE FREE. I KNOW YOU, I WAS YOU, AND I DIDN'T BELIEVE. NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE, YOU DO DESERVE TO BE FREE BECAUSE YOU WERE BORN  AND GOD GAVE EVERY MAN AND WOMAN AGENCY AND THE CHOICE TO BE FREE AND TO LEARN OPPOSITION.  IF YOU FEEL CONFINED, YOU CAN BETTER UNDERSTAND WHAT TRUE FREEDOM IS AND GIVE OTHERS ALSO A REASON TO BELIEVE.
          

         THANKYOU MY LORD JESUS CHRIST MY SAVIOR FOR GIVING ME FREEDOM FROM A HORRIBLE FEAR OF DEATH, AND A FREEDOM TO BE ALIVE. THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAD PRAYED AND CONTINUE PRAYING FOR ME. I WAS TRAPPED AND IT SEEMED UNDER A SPELL OR A DEEP SLEEP. THE FIRST STEP FOR ME WAS TO ADMIT I COULD TO NOTHING. IT WAS GOD AND BELIEF THAT THROUGH HIM THERE WOULD BE A WAY. GOD ALSO WORKS THROUGH THOSE THAT SERVE HIM, SO I ASKED THEM TO PRAY FOR ME AND TO GIVE ME MANY BLESSINGS AND TO THIS DAY I DONT UNDERSTAND BUT I BELIEVED IN THE MIRACLE AND WAS BLESSED TO GIVE EVEN YOU AND ALL MANKIND A REASON TO BELIEVE.