Sick and Tired

Of people who claim to be friends, yet have no fucking idea HOW to be a friend.

It doesn't take much you know.. a kind word, a random phone call, a text out of the blue, a quick email, maybe a cute .99 cent fucking card you saw while perusing the drug store for something else... i dunno...

I am so sick and tired of friendships or so called friendships or people that say they are your friend, yet really don't do much to show it.

It hurts more than anything... I mean deep down to the core, dig my heart out with a knife and no pain numbing drugs, kind of hurt.