This has been a difficult week to stay focused on moving forwards. Juggling work and recovery has felt harder than ever and I've felt disappointed with myself everyday but when I tallied up the bingeing and purging over 7 days, it was less than the week before. The right direction.
Despite things feeling more out of control, my social life is great, I want to go out as much as possible with friends and dance! Twirling around a dance floor is empowering even if you don't know what you're doing! Last night I was introduced to Forro, a Brazilian dance; my friend is addicted to it and I can totally understand why. The live band, the beat, the men leading and spinning were all incredible, you danced with everyone. It was a different world to a sleazy club and I would go every night if I could; today I feel on top of everything.