You have knowledge. You have power. You have awareness. What do you do with it? How do you use it to change the level of influence the eating disorder voice has over your life? (-Quote from Beating Ana , Chapter: "Donnie Brasco")
Ed knows you have these things - the powerhouse trio of knowledge, power, and awareness.
Why do you think he never leaves you alone for a second?
The more awareness you put into listening to Ed, the less awareness you have to listen to yourself.
The more knowledge you put into studying Ed, the less knowledge you have about yourself.
The more power you exert to please Ed, the less power you have left to please yourself.
Did Ed win the lottery or something? Who voted and decided he was the only one who deserved to be listened to, obeyed, and cared about?
What are you going to do - starting now, today - with YOUR knowledge, power, and awareness to live the life of YOUR dreams?