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I gave away my chinchillas

Posted Oct 01 2008 5:08pm
So in order for me to go back to the center, I had to give my chinchillas up because there is no one to take care of them while I am gone. I don't know how long I will be gone either. So last night at 3am I posted them on Craig's list. This morning I get a phone call from someone who is interested in them. They just drove off with my rodent babies. I kept my composure but as soon as the door was shut, my heart just exploded and melted all at the same time. Broke. My room is so empty and quiet now. I am so heartbroken. And now I have to go back to a treatment center I swore I would never return to. But here I go back to treatment. I am a freaking loser. My life is really out of control. For those who read my last blog before I deleted it, I am 5 times worse than I was then. I really do need help, but I am so sad to give up everything I have worked so hard for. Like my chinchillas, my job, my friends, everything. I feel so lost right now. I don't even know if I am doing the right thing, but I am shattered. I don't feel like I am doing anything right anymore. I feel like I am just messing my life up so much. I will miss my little dust bathers. :( 
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