You have to figure out what kind of person you really, in your heart, want to be. Then, you have to find ways to practice being that person every day. As you practice, you become.
Since I realized that I was going off the track of who I want to be, I've been practicing and holding myself accountable to practicing the traits I most admire. And, I'm back on track! I'm calmer, I'm more at peace, I'm more trustful and kind to myself and everyone else. I just like myself and my life a hell of a lot more.
I'm trying to find some time to get you updated! It's hard: Todd is away on a surf trip, so I've had to juggle everything on my own. But, let this be a brief summary: I recommitted, and it's working.