As many of you know or have heard through the internet world, my husband Rick took his own life on May 18th. I chronicle my grief and the process after suicide on my new blog The Cat Widow . You may have noticed that I stopped blogging about eating disorders and recovery for a few weeks. It was important to take away some of the work from my agenda so that I could focus on other things. But today, I'm back. And I have with me, my first Wednesday video in 8 weeks. It's raw, emotional, and real...but it has meaning and purpose.