Still no word from my invisible boyfriend. He's 43 if he wanted to break up I would have thought he'd be able to actually tell me! I through with being paranoid about it, if we lived in the same country I would not put up with being treated like this; he's got until Valentines day. This has certainly spurred me on with thinking about my Brazil trip in September, why should I waste my holiday on him? I'm going to teach for 2 weeks and travel afterwards, hopefully getting up to see Angel Falls. I've managed to save £0 so far but there's still 7 months to go! And I've got the portuguese phrase books now!