alright so i'm still up and it's what? 4:41 in the morning...it's been a real tester though...food wise that is. i keep getting really hungry, to the point of throwing up so i have to force myself to eat something...i have to keep fighting ed non stop with this as he believes i shouldn't eat anything but then i'm like hey, this is the first (and probably last time) i will ever stay up all friggin night so why not live a little and just have healthy snacks and stop worrying weather i'm going to gain weight or not! i mean, seriously, i'm not going to just gain 10 pounds overnight...that's ridiculous!! so fuck it!