I'm completely moved into my place now, pictures are up and everything is tucked away. Over the last few weeks I have thrown away, recycled or given to a charity store so much stuff yet it still feels like I have far too much with me. The things I own aren't the sum of my life but I am attached to them and I could not tear up another piece of paper.
And for 2 days, a whole 48 hours, I have not binged or purged; only once this evening I felt like it as I was snacking on a bag of nuts but I didn't. My stomach feels heavy now; I don't dare drink anything incase I purge, this can't be ruined yet. It is not often a whole evening goes by on my own without eating days worth of food in a couple of hours.
And for 2 days, a whole 48 hours, I have not binged or purged; only once this evening I felt like it as I was snacking on a bag of nuts but I didn't. My stomach feels heavy now; I don't dare drink anything incase I purge, this can't be ruined yet. It is not often a whole evening goes by on my own without eating days worth of food in a couple of hours.
I feel productive and not so tired tonight.