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FIRST DAY FIRST STEP

Posted May 27 2009 7:18am

I ALWAYS WRITE IN ALL CAPS I AM NOT YELLING SO WHOEVER IS READING PLEASE DONT THINK IM YELLING

 

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY I AM ADMITTING TO MYSELF THAT I HAVE A PROBLEM.  MY FIANCE AND I WERE IN 2 CAR ACCIDENTS WITHIN A 4 MONTH PERIOD.  BOTH TIMES COMPLETLY STOPPED AT A RED LIGHT, REAR ENDED AND TERRIBLE DISC INJURIES.  THE DOCTOR HAS BEEN PRESCRIBING ME PERCOCET 10/325 FOR THE PAST YEAR, ALMOST EVERYDAY WITH THE OCCASIONAL MONTH OFF I HAVE BEEN TAKING 3-5 A DAY.  NOW MY DOCTOR JUST UP AND LEFT AND THE REPLACING DOCTOR IS GIVING ME A HARD TIME WITH EVEN GETTING AN APPOINTMENT.  I NEVER AT ANY POINT IN TIME ABUSED THE DRUG, I TOOK IT FOR PAIN.  AND THOUGH I STILL HAVE PAIN I AM NOW AWARE THAT IT HAS UNWILLINGLY TURNED INTO A PERCOCET ADDICTION. 

 THE PAST FEW MONTHS I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET A DR APPOINTMENT AND I HAVE SPENT OVER $500 AT LEAST BUYING PAIN KILLERS ON THE STREET.  ITS TERRIBLE AND IM SO AFRAID.  IM AFRAID OF THE WITHDRAWL I AM GOING TO GO THROUGH.  I HAVE NO HEALTH INSURANCE AND VERY MINIMAL MONEY BECAUSE I AM GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR.  IF I HAD THE MONEY OR THE INSURANCE I WOULD ABSOLUTLY CONSIDER REHAB. 

I NEED A HOBBY I THINK, SOMETHING THERAPUTIC MAYBE.  ITS SCARY BECAUSE OF AN ACCIDENT I WILL NOW BE A DRUG ADDICT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.  ITS TERRIBLE.  ANY IDEAS OR FEEDBACK FROM ANYONE HOW TO MAKE THE WITHDRAWLS GO A LITTLE EASIER WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.  I WILL BE WRITING OR AT LEAST TRYING TO EVERYDAY TO TRY AND GET OUT WHAT IM FEELING THROUGH THIS MESS.  ANYONE THAT READS ALONG I GREATLY APPRECIATE.

 

THANKS GUYS

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