Wowser my new medication is incredibly strong, its an anti depressant combined with a sedative. I'm still feeling extremely low but they knock me out and i have a sleeping pattern again, which can only be good thing!
I'm finding it really difficult to stay positive at the moment, and my mood can switch in an instant. For instance i was making a cup of tea the other day and in the time it took the kettle to boil my mood went from happy and content to mournfully unhappy. All i can think in these times is "when will all this be over?" its been eleven months since i started to feel ill and i'm still in the same position.