Well not much has happened in the last couple of weeks my stomach pains, stiff joints and depression are still with me and as always i don't have the energy to leave the house most days, but all my pills seem to be taking the edge of my symptoms and making leaving the house or concentrating a little easier on the few good days i do have.
I have my first appointment with the specialist on thursday which im both excited and nervous about. excited about the possibility of a new coping mechanism maybe even a cure (this isn't very likely.) Im nervous that im going to be told again that im in a grey area of medicine and that i should have test after test after test. this would not be very helpful but it has to be said this is most likely to happen.